Personal 2022 journey

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The Phoenix Rising: A Journey of Faith and Truth

When I first had my spiritual awakening, I proclaimed something powerful: I am the Phoenix Rising. And what did the world do? It attacked.

People flooded my posts, not with support, but with mockery, slander, and doubt. They gaslit me, calling me a drug addict, saying I was delusional, telling me I was out of my mind. Even former friends came to me in person—not to uplift me, not to understand—but to tell me to “get off drugs.” Their concern wasn’t real; it was rooted in dismissal, in fear, in their own disbelief.

Everyone around me insisted I was full of it. Even my own ex-girlfriend sacrificed our relationship on that belief. She outright compared me to people she deemed lost, people she labeled as crazy, and ultimately, she pushed me aside like I was nothing. She—and so many others—couldn’t see the truth of what I was becoming.

The Shift: From Doubt to Faith

But look at today.

Now, nearly everyone I speak to acknowledges their belief in God. The same people who mocked me—who ridiculed my journey, who swore up and down that I was lost—have come to realize what I knew all along.

You take me back just four years ago, and I remember how different the world felt. Doubt was everywhere. People didn’t believe in God. Some outright denied His existence. I even had someone come up to me saying, “The aliens told me there is no God.” Imagine that—people were willing to believe extraterrestrials over divine truth. So many people, so many voices, so much effort spent tearing me down.

But now?

Now, I see these same people embracing faith. I see them walking a path they once laughed at me for. And yet, even with this shift, there is something I can’t ignore:

Some of these people still try to push me aside.

They act like they are walking and talking the Bible. They claim to be fully rooted in faith, but in reality, I see foul play in their beliefs. They don’t live in truth—they use scripture as a shield instead of a foundation.

But here’s the thing: I cross-reference everything I say with the Bible. I make sure that, even when I speak in my own words, the meaning aligns with scripture. And despite that, these same people—who claim they “only believe in the Bible”—reject my words even when they directly reflect God’s truth.

That is how I know that demonic forces are at play, even within the church.

Still, despite the deception, I remain hopeful. At least these people are holding onto God’s words in some way. That’s a start.

I Speak from Love, Even When They Don’t Understand

What frustrates me is when my advice is deflected—when people refuse to listen, not because my words are false, but because they don’t want to accept them.

People don’t realize that I love them.

I know that not everyone sees me the way I see them. I know that not everyone will accept my truth. But I am allowed to love. I am allowed to care—even for those who dislike me, even for those who reject me. Because I believe something deeply:

Words have power.

Even if someone dismisses what I say today, my words might come back to them in the future. Maybe it’s a month from now. Maybe it’s years later. But when they need it most, my words will rise in their minds, bringing wisdom when they least expect it.

That is why I keep speaking. That is why I keep teaching.

I am not here to force anyone to believe—I am here to plant seeds of truth. Some seeds take time to grow, but I trust in God’s timing.

People Are Finally Seeing the Truth

And now, I see it clearly:

People are finally starting to believe in who I am.

That realization fuels me. It pushes me forward. It makes me even more determined to build my business, to bring my message to the world, because this isn’t just about me.

This is about humanity embracing God.

What I Have Learned Through Faith

Through my studies, through questioning those who claim to walk in faith, I have come to understand one undeniable truth:

Families that embrace God stand the test of time.
(The Holy Spirit is energizing my skin even as I type this.)

It’s not just about belief—it’s about foundation. The families that thrive, the families that stand strong through every storm, are the ones that keep God at the center. That’s something I’ve seen time and time again.

And it’s not just families—it’s children.

Children need to understand God. They need to study Him deeply. Because faith is more important than school itself. It is the key to navigating life in the best way possible.

Yet, society doesn’t grasp this.
Especially the younger generation.

There is a disconnect—a failure to truly understand who God is and what He represents. Many are led astray by distractions, by false teachings, by the illusion of control. But despite this, I am uplifted.

The Future is Changing

More people are turning to faith. More people are waking up.

The shift is happening.

And I will continue to stand in my truth. I will continue to speak, to teach, to lead. Because this world needs guidance.

And I know, without a doubt, that is my purpose.